When all seems good and better, when your life seems on track. Everything falls apart. You loose what you love, and so much more. The light turns away and shines another way. Darkness surrounds me, and I feel as though most my friends are gone. Poison spreads through the most important, and I feel left alone. I ran into the back of my mind hoping to salvage myself and her, and yet i fear all is lost and so am I. I feel like I am going insane. He left me because I wasn't good enough to be loved....and then my friends turn away without seeing the pain within me. I am lost, and I fear I won't be found. Does no one care? Does no one see? I am all alone now....just a silhouette in the distance, the light has turned away from me and so have they. I am lost now....please don't try to find me....